[[ Dancing Till The Morning Breaks

Sunday, September 24, 2006

||*A girl's life story*||

Have you ever felt you could change the events that didnt happen your way or turn out another way. And to do that you have to live it to the life that you are living and change it totally. Shaping it carefully and following every visible directions to live it.All that to replace the life that you wanted to erase. In the process, you just didnt know what would be the consequences and how it would affect the people around you.What will they think about it...How will they react to it....Will they abandon you instead because they just didnt like that change.Will you gain that something that was not in your possession before?What will be their opinion...It is all fear but yet you dont see it until it has been a past and until you look back through the chapters of your life.
For someone who had nothing but friends wanted more than that...they wanted popularity...
For someone who had popularity feels they need more and wanted to gain something that a nobody has,...true friends.
In primary school, life was plain,boring and painful at times.To had go through all the opinions of others who think differently of you and despise you for all the different reasons. You were just a student, invisible to the guy that you liked.Invisible to the popular kind...All you had in school were your best friends and that was all you looked forward to.You tried your best to get rid the opinions and avoid them too. But they kept on chasing you and every little thing you did was wrong to them.You were the crown of the jokes..
Now in secondary, life was breathe-able. To prevent all those sufferings from ever coming back, you made drastic changes..Eventhough some of your classmates had different opinions of you..you merely swept them off your shoulders.To you, friends was everything that you needed.Indeed your appearance changed and so has become of your character. Smart as you will always be..not everything of you remained the same.You flirt around,proud of the beauty that you had developed. You came to think you had the world in your hands and everyone looked up to you..as if they admire you and all the boys were falling for you. All you really wanted was an American life. You talked to your friends about the different lovers that you had..and your friend will looked at you differently from before. When you knew you were losing your friends,...you looked for new friends..you thought if they left you,..you still had other friends and thats all that matters.Friends to you had become just a tool to look good. Just expanding that circle of friends was proven difficult.You abandoned that plan and came crawling back to the friends that you thought they distrusted you.They were willing to take you in. In the end you have made a mistake and annoyed different people with just that one change.Soon you had that confidence back...you were standing back on your own two feet.You have changed yet again. You took control and advantage of your own friends. Everyone should take commands from you alone.Their will and freedom was in your hands..You still did not understand, why did your friends still felt hurt, irritated and annoyed...?
Friends do not blame all the fault entirely yours..they understood and held on to that hope and believed in you.They will try to live with the new you no matter what..

[[Lights out]]*|6:52 AM|

][*The Gurl*][

Sarah
January
likes the colour Yellow
In Asia
loves hanging out

][*My Adores*][

Long John Silver,Old Chang Kee,Seoul Garden,Chocolates,Pizza hut.
Apple and Aloe vera,chocolate milk,mango drink,ice lemon tea,milo.
roller-blading,cycling,collecting stamps,watch Japanese anime and drama
like Shaman King,Gundam Seed,Samurai X,Tsubasa,Frog Prince,Princess Hours. loves watching funny,romantic movies maybe sumtimes serious ones. loves striking stuff.

][*My Detests*][

Liars,betrayers,mean,selfish.
anything boring. people hu charms to get attention. people hu are blaber mouths.
have lots of vegeies,mint,plain milk.

][*Music's Playing*][

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][*My Past ~~Memories~~*][

][*The ~~Conversations~~*][

][*My Friends*][

][*Credits*][